Still Figuring It Out

I've had several conversations with different people about the fact that the difficulty in reaching your goals lies primarily in just making those goals. I'm still trying to figure out exactly what my ultimate career goal is, why is it so hard? Well, I have to say I'm a lot closer to figuring that out now that I know I don't want to be in business for myself anymore. In fact, I feel pretty sure that I want to be an art teacher. Now I am just contemplating whether I want to teach kids, teenagers, or adults. The good news is that I'm getting involved with our Art Association and will be teaching the 3-6 year old Summer Art Camp. Its only 2 weeks, but I'm really excited about it, and I feel like its the perfect thing for me to be doing. I went last week to sit in on one of the year-round kid's art classes, which are all taught by the same guy, Richard. He was really cool, and I was so glad to have the experience of being in his class. That particular section was all homeschool kids between 7-17. It was amazing to see these kids immersed in art projects, and especially to see the ones who were really into art in general. I am probably going to go into one of Richard's classes again to do a special fiber-related project with them. Its such a rich experience to get out in the "real" world for a change!

Anyway, that's a little update on my life. In terms of sewing, I am almost done with the bridesmaid dresses! When I'm done, I think I will work on some lovely knit skirts to put on Etsy. And then I'll also be working on getting rid of the EcoUnique website, and creating my on-line portfolio. It feels great to be going through these changes. Speaking of change, Spring is already showing its beauty here, buds are appearing, and crocuses are blooming. Refreshing for the spirit after months of dreary rain!

Its about the journey~

A long time fellow stitcher sent me some super lovely words, reminding me that its about the journey, not the destination. As it goes in my work, it is also about the process, not the end result. Understanding this made me realize why I have struggled for so many years with the whole business issue. Constantly thinking about the end stage, the final product of my business endeavors, completely crowded and clouded my mind and creative energy. It was with this notion that I set out to get back into the process of creating over the last few weeks. It was so great to have that feeling again....being really INTO the process, creating art for its/my own sake...feeling like it was an outlet instead of a drain. Its like I'm getting back in touch with a part of myself that has been absent for a long time and now I am able to be more creative in my everyday activities too, changing my life!

So this skirt and a dress are what I made over the last few weeks. They are on EBay: http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZecounique

Once again I have to say thank you to all of the wonderful friends and acquaintances I've made through this journey~ you continue to inspire and amaze me :) Love to all*